You'd Break Your Neck To Keep Your Chin Up

small insignificant life update/ramblings

Last night was the BioE honors kickoff/reception, so we all went to my PIs house because he hosts it and he had it catered and the food was so good etc and we had class etc. Anyway he lives in bellevue so we arranged carpools, and I went with Luke (who drove), David, Felix, and Edin. Obviously I got back middle bitch seat both ways, which I actually graciously volunteered to sit in. On the way there I was in the back with David and Felix and that was mostly fine, I just tried to nap. And then on the way back it was Edin and Felix and Edin is significantly bigger than David and it was so squishy and my shoulders actually hurt and they kept poking me and idk being annoying. Whatever. Edin and Sam and Danee and a ton of others were going to Finns when they got back, and Felix and I decided we would drop off stuff off at our places (he lives real close to me), pregame at mine, then go. I called my friend Matt to join as well.

And then what happened is basically we got super drunk at my place and didnt go to Finns and just chilled etc, and it was good/fine. And idk when this started happening but a while ago one of Rahuls weird friends though me and Felix were like a thing, but hes a blondie and I’m honestly not attracted to him, but he’s a solid guy. And recently-ish he broke up with his gf. And yeah so Felix and Matt left and the following happened

Felix: Hoe!
Me: not a hoe!
Felix: All joking aside, I had a good time tonight
Me: Aw canz we be real friends now?!
Felix: Fuck, friends for sure ^
Me: Good use of comma lol
Felix: Yup, comma’s are a must. How was the shower?
Me: lol brilliant. So much easier when wearing shirt + pants over dress
Felix: Wat? That mad e noooo sense. Whats easier, picking up guys?
Me: That, also the not picking up guys and showering alone procedure. Back zipper s are haarrdd
Felix: I would not know but I can only assume. Did you not shower alone? Hoah man! Someone is getting some tonight!
Me: Lol its a pain when youre alone. And wait no I did… you and matt left so whats that leave me with? Lol
Felix: Well I guess that leaves you with no boys? I bet you like Matt :p
Me: Lol basically, cool… idk? If this was like my soph yr maybe but fact is Im moving in 9 months and hes too nice to fuck around with. Nice to have a baseball friend tho
Felix: Ah I c, so technically you need to have a bro who can nut up to have fun with?
Me: Lol yeah I guess. But he’s gotta be kinda a jerk so I dont feel bad when I break his heart :p
Felix: Lol i c. Well youre shit outa luck since im blonde
Me: Lol for sure. I also do my best not to date at the Uw… it just messy, but meeting people outside of school lately is nonpossible.
Felix: Lol perhaps youve delt with the wrong bros mah brah. nut up or shut up.
Me: lol thats a true possibility. most of the guys Ive dated have been controlling assholes. But im a girl! I cant really nut up.
Felix: Ah true true. Date better guys. You deserve it.
Me: Aw youre too nice. this would require better guys being interested though nad me not being a commit a phobe so probs never gonna happeenn
Felix: Yah I know. I should work on being more of a dick. I thought you didnt care if your guy was hooking up with other girls?
Me: Hah depends on the guy I guess? Idk, hard to explain. Depends on how attached to him I am, but generaly thats not very so yeah I dont rly care
Felix: lol Id say you dont igve a fuck about who I date and Im blonde. Aka perfect match:p
Me: Hahah never gonna happen. Im not nearly as big of a slut as I come off haha
Felix: I realized that. Its fun to learn more about jack
Me: Haha Im pretty into letting people think whatthey want and thats probbaly all of the interesting details youll ever know
Felix: Lol sure. Im sleeping. Night hoe.
Me: Not a hoe!
Felix: Test: I have a nice cozy bed and if you want a sleeping partner youre welcome over. I assure only sleeping.
Me: Potentially on a non school night. Im pretty into the snugs. My hair is likely gonna be wet thou and that seems to drive dudes crazy.
Felix: Crazy as in?
Me: Idk. They dont like it? I Have a decent amount of hair and the wet/cold is apparently no good. But I shower at night always.
Felix: Ah I c. I figure after 2 minutes I dont even notice anymore due to all the body heat and sleepiness. I say those bros are pusssssss
Me: Hahah well typically they arent drunk at all so almost understandable.
Felix: Bah! Im sobe. Fuck those bros, theyre bringing a bad name to us gents.
Me: Hahha not sobes. Def drank more after you left. And yeah Im pretty convinced  gents dont really exist except like randomly Luke, so yeah bad name for all bros
Felix: Yeah luke is a true gent for sure. well Im about to sleep if you want sleeping company you can come over otherwise ill see you tomorrow in 490.